I know me, and luckily all my kids and wife is gone, so I don't need to use them as an excuse. Certainly when I was younger I worried about a job more, but even looking back I wouldn't have traded my livelihood our my conscience for any of those jobs. To me, no job is worth that. I went through rough times and good times when my kids were growing up, so I know what's good for me and my family. I also tried to be a role model for my family, so nothing I ever did was compromise freedom for my families well being. You have freedom of choice, so do what you believe is right, doesn't matter what others say or think.Now don't go thinking I'm some kind of Karen, lol. The bad thing about the internet is you only read words on a page, you don't actually know the people behind them. If only you knew me..... actually that might scare some people away from me, lol. Somewhere on this forum is the thread from the January 6th protest. I meant what I said there, no one else wanted to join me then, that would have been worth the pain and suffering and even my death, not sure my family would agree though, Anyway, I made my choice on the vax crap, if I made a bad choice and let others down then I guess I'm guilty, I've screwed up a lot of things before so it's nothing new for me,